Mid 30s female loser here. How can I stop being a loser? I’m in between jobs (new job start date is tbd) and find myself fading. I was gifted as a kid like really much but I don’t have any direction so it has been squandered all these years.

I suffer from bipolar and borderline and am getting back on my meds this week. Plus my room is trashed. I feel like I did as a teenager just wanting to hide from the world and feeling like a failure.

I feel like I can’t do anything productive until I get my meds back so I’m really stuck rn!

In two days I get meds then I can probably clean and I enjoy writing so there’s that

Really desperate rrdditors any help would be ace

Edit: update! It’s been a few days y’all maybe 4! I don’t feel like a loser anymore. Hey, you. Yeah that’s right don’t look behind you. Did you click this post because you relate? Well guess what. You have so much more in you than you know. I promise you’re here for a reason. We all are, for better or worse sometimes. I wanted to tear my way out of my skin earlier this week and now I see that life is worth living. Truly living. Not half living. You’re worth is there, however buried you may feel.

Act beautiful