*BESTFRIEND it was truly a beautiful and sad moment all together. He was abused as a child emotionally and physically and along with the abuse he was emotionally manipulated. He was told crying isn’t okay and it isn’t what a man does, because of this he has an WXTREMLY hard time expressing his emotions because he doesn’t really know how. Him and i met about a year ago and got super close really fast and started working together on that issue. we currently live in different states and i came to see him for two weeks and the two weeks FLEW by. As the time came for me to tell him i gotta start cleaning up the AIRBNB so i could get going so he should probably head out, his mood instantly dropped. We stood in the kitchen leaning against the counter and i asked him to express how he was feeling. i see his eyes very slowly start to well up and i ask him “bubba are you okay?” (We’re like brothers and it’s the name ive called him for nearly a year). And then he throws himself at me for a hug and starts BAWLING. Just crying his eyes out. I’m talking about i couldn’t even understand what he was trying to do bc he was crying so hard. I hugged him the whole time and just let him cry man. And looked at him and told him “hey i’m here you cry as long as you need to brother your safe here” And i almost didn’t believe it because he DOES NOT CRY. But when i pulled his head back to look at him his face was wet with tears and he looked so upset. He cried on me for like 15 minutes and get this it was be cause he didn’t want me to leave and he was going to miss me so badly. So i HAD to stay an extra day. That’s my fucking bestfriend and my brother man and if i ever had any doubts about him they are for sure gone now. It was beautiful and we had such a beautiful talk through the tears.

just wanted to share that moment with my bestfriend