Hey guys ,

Looking for help figuring out some things. For the last few years I've been in a slump. I'm 35 , a videographer, from Philadelphia and i live with my dog/cat. I was raised by a small family only consisting of about five people. My grandparents, my two aunts and my father. In the last 3 years both my grandparents and my one aunt passed away . I'm better mentally than I was when it first occurred but I am still a changed person. I been contemplating my own life, where it's going and where it's been. I now own the family home so i live rent free but im not happy. I don't have a social life. I really own have 2 best friends. I love both my father and my aunt but I was closer to my grandparents so the feeling that I lost my world is an understatement. My past is one of excitement but also regret.With a failing business, being unemployed and no relationship I've been contemplating moving somewhere else. Starting a new "life" so to speak.

I'm here because I realize part of my thinking may live in the movie world. In my head I'm thinking I could move with my pet, find gigs or new video production job, fall in love and yada yada. I also need to be realistic, I have no real money to speak of and no guaranteed financial opportunities. That being said I'm at that part of my life where some parts of me just want to go regardless of how difficult it might be.

Id like to know has anyone done a big change like this in their life , on their own?

Would love to hear how you did and how it turned out.