SS,

So much time we've spent knowing each other. Never did I see that we would blow up like we have. I could swear our love would surmount all obstacles.

Oh I hurt so bad inside with the idea that we won't spend our days and lives together after so much discussion. Our intimacy ran at such a deep level, and we knew each others thoughts before they were spoken. We just made sense. I wish the timing of my life were different, and you had waited for where I am now. I guess that was what was meant to be.

I do ultimately want you to be happy, and hope you'll forgive me for my emotional failures. I never intended to hurt you, but Lord I know I did. And you can gloat if you want to, because now I'm hurting about as bad as someone possibly could, for another.

I've found myself spiraling these past few weeks, knowing that someone I loved to the deepest sense, is in the wind, and not coming back. And to top it off, I told you "not to contact me again" in the heat of the moment. I'm an idiot. I know I'll eventually move on and lose the sense of us, but for now, my soul cries endlessly for the woman that understood me. I hope you and Batman are doing well. I'm sure this will be unseen, but at least it's out there.

All My Love,

PB