I had told you once before that God has shown me what would happen between you and I. I know you thought I was crazy. I was right the first time. I told you we would be together again. You laughed in my face told me I was out of my fucking mind. We got back together. You left me for a second time. God showed me the future again. I tried my absolute hardest to not put you in a position to get hurt, I begged you not to leave me. Let’s work on this relationship because if you leave me and you want to come back, I might not feel the same way anymore. I told you in two years whatever relationships you had would come to an end and you would realize that may be the love I offered was pretty amazing. And that you would come back to me and wanna work things out. Why was my love? Never good enough? Yeah I’m not perfect. I’m human so I’m flawed you went to Vegas this week for a girls trip is that because your relationship has come to end. When you come back, I pray that you don’t reach out to me. I pray that you don’t wanna work some relationship out with me because I will deny you not because I don’t love you. Unfortunately, I don’t think I’ll ever get over you which means I don’t think I’ll ever experience love in a relationship ever again, you are my soulmate. I would’ve done anything to work our relationship out because of all the hurt I’ve had to go through in the last two years you blocking me just all of everything you hurt me so bad I can’t even express to you the pain, I felt for two years, because of that, I rather never have love in a relationship ever again. If the only love I’ll have is from you I wish you didn’t do this. I begged you not to, but you wanted to go find love from someone else. You gave your body to someone else your heart, your soul and because he treated you like a rebound you think you could just come back to me not gonna happen I wish you the best I really do with all of my heart. I love you, but you taught me. I’ll have to love you from a distance and hope that God helps me to repair my heart correctly so I can love again.