Having one of those moments today, feeling like I've accomplished nothing in my life, feeling scared to be alone in my house. You know or don't which is even better to be honest. Those days where you don't want to get out of bed and wake up feeling like it just doesn't matter, and would it even make an impact if you stayed in bed.

But then you push yourself open the cabinet grab your pills and push on, as a recovering mental health patient these days are the hardest cause (for me anyway) you know your mind is making you see the worst and it probably isn't all that bad but you just can't stop it.

So today is one of those, and yes even though it's anonymous and you never really know who, I just would like to say thx 4 all the love.

Xxx