I gave up on getting with this girl, I was totally interested in this girl she never opened my snap the passed 2 days. Which gave me the hit “your not interested so I’ll back off”

Recently I realize I love sex like I know everyone loves it but I want it all the time. I have few girls that would be down but never come thru, one left me on read and the other never opened it, and it leaves me disappointed because yo girl needs to bust it(sorry tmi). I legit offer to buy them food so we can hook up💀. I can’t believe I went to that level to in hopes for one of them to thru.

But every time I meet a girl who wants to do I try to take a chance, but I never get to do it. I ended up masturbate. I think about sex all the time. At work, at home and family get together. I have this one friend who messaged about the crazy sex we would do and poof disappeared and I never heard from. She would send me some videos of herself doing things and voice recording but ugh she was amazing and the conversation where would be to die for. Miss her😭.

I guess the meantime I’ll just pull my vibrator and imagine it being a someone. And wait until I meet my future soulmate.

Do you guys wait on having sex with someone who’s in a relationship with it better or do y’all feel have little flings give you more practice?