I moved to Arizona two years ago after living in Illinois for 15 years. I have had a hard time adjusting and adapting. An even harder time meeting anyone. I’ve made two friends. One is wishy washy and has a lot of mental health issues and the other…well…I fell in love with her the day I met her and she’s also in love with me. Problem is…she’s married. So we put the brakes on that quickly and I haven’t seen or talked to her in four months. Seems I have always had relationship issues and it’s hard to keep it together with my very best friends being thousands of miles away in Illinois. I hate coming off as “woe is me” but after getting let down a million times I start to wonder…is there something wrong with me? I do my best to be a good person and I’m constantly working on myself. I guess I am just feeling very down and heartbroken. Does anyone have advice on how to keep going?