Been a week since I got the "I think I'm not in the right mental state right now to be in a relationship. I hate saying this cause I don't want to hurt you. This may feel out of the blue, I'm sorry" text. Yes I tried to talk just to get a 'why' but she didn't want to. This was a short one only 2 months. But yeah it sucks. I have gone through the sobbing phase, angry phase, now I'm in the bitter acceptance. I'm sad but I'm starting to realize a few things. She's very avoident of conflict. Which sounds good till we have problems. She refused to talk to me so.. idk.. I tried and I'm tired of trying. She is not in a place to consider my feelings so I gotta let her go. I let go of the Playlist and I deleted our conversation. I'm going to focus on myself rn. I'm dealing with college aps and my life right now anyways. It just wasn't meant to be. I feel sort of relived. I've been feeling tired and just upset at the world this was for the best.