I was in this group for a college project. There was this one white girl with blonde hair (mentioned it for a reason) who got put in my group. She’s so dry and to the point so my slight attraction to her is weirding me out and I need help to put it into words or to figure out my attraction. Anyways, she doesn’t even bother to remember the group mates contact info ( I think is somewhat rude) and she kinda called me out for getting side tracked during the time we were doing project stuff. She also deleted some parts I worked on for the project ( nothing major just pics) and she doesn’t really seem approachable either. I honestly didn’t think she had friends. And she’s so particular about her life like she has a planner that’s color coded and she’s so career driven like she walks with a fucking purpose (maybe I like that since she’s tall?? 💀) . Like I like career driven people and just people who are serious but this girl is kinda rude but I feel attracted to her. I don’t even find white girls that attractive (I’ve been more attracted to people like me which is Hispanic lol). Anyways now I’m wondering what this all says about me.