lo couldn’t help but like this girl i met earlier this is year at work. all i can really say ( i need you yall to put the utmost emphasis on this) is that we conversed so well. the conversations were so easy going i would look forward to going to work everyday i would see her. idk if she’s an easy person to talk to any maybe she’s like that w. everyone but i really liked how we could literally talk for hours. i enjoyed the conversation so much that working and doing our job became irritating because it interrupted our conversation. and some days she’d finish early and would leave without saying goodbye and i feel sad. anyway, i thought we had a kinda flirty nature but ultimately she told me the first day we met she had a girlfriend. but i liked her still. i thought their relationship might not work out because of the stress of the job, it was long distance. and they’re super busy. come to find out tonight (6months later) they really prioritize each other! constantly calling, texts and month visits. when i was working with her, there was a work schedule change with her GF where they went 2-3 months w/o seeing each other but that was specifically for that time. tonight i again see her friendly side and maybe she’s not the flirty after all it could be wishful thinking. i ascertain if they’re still together and they are and even had talked about engagement, proposal plans, and kids.

i already know the answer for this is to move on but ive been having a hard time these past few months with things like this just wanted to vent. my friends say if I want it go for it before the girlfriend moves in next year…. but after hearing what i heard tonight they’re happy and i shouldn’t even bother trying. idk how do people justify alls fair in love and war?