I was just about to go to sleep after putting my phone down. And I settled down to sleep after cuddling a pillow bc i was feeling a little lonely. I only got about 20 minutes of sleep and during that time i had a dream where my ex was cuddling me and it felt so fucking real and now im just wanting to talk to her and cry to her. Bc i just woke up in tears and i got to wake up in three hours to have a shower and get ready for work. I can’t stop crying. I don’t want to go back to sleep bc i don’t want to dream about her. Please tell me when it gets better? Its been 3 months. I just want it to stop. I don’t want to think of her anymore. I don’t want to love her anymore. She’s already fucking moved on.