I'm 14 years old and I have doubts about my sexuality, I'm an average girl, a little chubby and a little short. I've always been attracted to girls, since I was little I've known that I like girls, but I still don't have different experiences with girls and boys. I don't know how to say it, but after my first girlfriend, I feel like I wasn't a catch, but rather just an experiment, a way for other people to discover whether they are straight or not. After my relationship, I tried to be with a boy, but I just can't do it, I may even find him handsome, but the idea of being with a man repulses me. I think I'm too young to worry about my sexuality, but I still can't contain my heart and not fall in love, how can I get out of the balance of the fear of being hurt and the fear of not declaring myself? Should I try with a man?