I can just look at my girlfriend and feel butterflies and tingles "down there." When I kiss her for any length of time, I soak through my underwear I'm so turned on by her. Sex with her was amazing, I came multiple times. Just thinking about women turns me on in ways men never have and never will. I actually crave being sexually intimate with women when the thought of intimacy with men makes me feel physically sick. I will never ever have sex with a man again (sadly fell victim to comphet before and it was hell). I want to marry and spend the rest of my life with the right woman, possibly my gf one day.

So why do I feel like a gay imposter? Why is there an inner voice that tells me that I'm "not really gay?" Has anyone else felt this and how did you overcome it? Internalized homophobia perhaps?