I got ghosted like 20 times on dating apps, then switched to men and they ACTUALLY respond and seem interested but they're men 😭😭, irl lesbians are a myth... it's so fucking hard especially as I am a "straight passing" average looking neurodivergent introvert 🤡 I cry alone often about it and I know I shouldn't feel this way and it's not really my fault but fuck it's getting to the point that I hate myself for this and honestly I'm just going to try again with men because I really don't want to be alone my whole life and my family would be happy that I am going back to the "right path".

Sorry for the wall but I need to get this off my chest too: I recently met a girl and everything was PERFECT I was living a dream I swear she was sweet, beautiful, funny, intelligent, and the list goes on.. I should have known something was strange like she would always make excuses for not meeting irl but I didn't care coz I was (and still am) soo in love (I fall in love so quickly 😅) and then one day she just stopped messaging me (usually I'm not surprised as it happens ALL THE FUCKING TIME but this time I REALLY thought something was happening but nah lol I guess I was a lesbian serial killer in my past life coz wtf is this karma I mean 😂 but yeah so I checked her last story and what did I see? A MAN holding her shoulders 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡 When I saw that I literally coudn't breathe IT SHOULD BE MEEE

Fuck being a lesbian.