I am a baby gay, so forgive me. Yesterday, on a second date, we went to the park, in the dark, after dinner. We ended up making out for like an hour, I was so worked up, I literally soaked through my underwear and leggings. By the end, I found myself tribbing against her groin/leg area (fully clothed).

Now, I'm feeling self conscious. Was that a weird thing for me to do? Also, would you consider that to be sex? Is sex on the second date too soon?

I'm feeling a bunch of things. Emotional, because I like her so fucking much & I'm afraid my heart is going to shatter if it ends. Guilty, because maybe I moved us too fast.

This is all new to me and I don't have anyone irl to talk to about it.