I’m sure i’ll delete this later but honestly i need someone to tell me what to do. I think i’m having a crush i shouldn’t have. My ex gf broke up with me about 2 months ago. We’ve been together for nearly a year. I was never in a loving relationship besides that and i was devastated. After one month i decided to at least download some dating apps and make a profile but it just felt wrong to swipe through those profiles and match people. Instead i wrote my instagram into my profile and barely opened the app. Also I’m currently visiting my parents who live 300km away and don’t want to have another ldr so i decided to try swiping profiles once i get back home in october. Then a girl texted me and she seemed pretty cool. I decided to at least chat with her and after a while to vc with her and play some games or watch things with her. She was really interested and i decided to meet her after a week of texting. What can i say she’s amazing. She’s just the perfect mix of fem and masc and overall super cool. We continued to chat afterwards and met for a second date. It was very nice again but i realized how she lost interest over text. She apologized and asked to stay friends when i asked her about it. But i still can’t get my head off her. I don’t know what to do or what it even is. Is it rebound? I wish she’d agree to let me convince her and let me get to know her more. I know i should just let it go right? There’s no use in fighting for it, i mean i barely know her. I really don’t want to overstep. I don’t even know why i’m here telling you guys that. Maybe i just need to hear some similar dating experiences or have someone tell me to get my shit together. Idk.