im always scared shit like this would happen, especially since im someone who finds it extremely difficult to show my romantic feelings in fear of the other person finding it ‘too much’ or ‘desperate’. because in the past, ive always given my 100% and the other person has given me way less.

but ive tried to put my cold side behind and tried to open up as much as i could in this relationship with this girl.

at the beginning she told me directly she was obsessed with me and was intimidated by me at first, but i made her ease around me and opened up to her to make her realise im a human who needs love too. but i think i opened up a little too much because nowadays it seems to me shes not showing interest as much as she used to, and im worried this wont work anymore. its almost been 2 months now.