Ok guys I feel like I’m so confused. This is going to be a long post so hang tight. Basically, I always found girls attractive. I didn’t really know what to identify as, but I knew I wasn’t straight. Freshman year of college I was curious and I lost my virginity to a man. I felt uncomfortable during it, which made me feel like I definitely was a lesbian. Anyways, I still feel like I’m attracted to men. I haven’t hooked up with one since I lost my virginity. I’ve been with girls ever since. Although, I have trouble having sex with girls. I don’t orgasm. I can’t really “feel” much down there unless it’s a high setting on a vibrator. I usually just top so I don’t embarrass the girl. I don’t know why I don’t orgasm. This is the same way when I play with myself, too. When I hooked up with the guy I actually felt more, but still didn’t orgasm because he got off in .2 seconds. Part of me is curious to have sex with a man again just to try. I just don’t know what to think. I’m questioning my sexuality. I still find girls so attractive. If I am bi, why have I disregarded men for years and only focused on women? If I’m lesbian, why do I still have these thoughts? Or do I internally have some sort of trauma where I’m actually straight and just hook up with girls for attention and that’s why I don’t get off? I seriously need help and advice because I don’t know what is going on.