So I met her for the first time since the start of this year. We had a quick talk. I have a crush on her since than. She’s a friend of a friend. That’s how I found her instagram and finally decided to follow her.

I decided not to approach her through instagram, cause it’s too cliche to me. But she kept viewing my stories and looked the stories. I tried not to think much of it.

After same conversations with one of my friends all over again and again, I finally replied to her story (so desperate 🤦‍♀️). We had a quick chat again. After that, I kept trying to make conversation and would reply to her stories sometimes.

I finally get to meet her again recently twice. One was with friends and another was just us. I tried to show my feeling twice, during text, while I was drunk (she knew). But every time she seems to always ignore it. There are times she acted interested then all of sudden she could just stop replying.

I wanna give up but her face just keep appearing in my memories. Plus, I don’t even know if she’s into girls. Any advice? Oh also, she’s 8 years older than me. For some reason, that’s one of the reason why I’m approaching her. She’s very intimidating sometimes, but I think I really like her.