I’ve gotten lots of backlash for seeking out other females in the past lots of nasty mean comments and threats a couple of times. As long as I can remember I’ve always been “girly” the stereotypical girly that is. Never really felt comfortable in my own skin till I came out as a trans mtf when I wax 16 got lots of very mean hateful things yelled at me by my mother and father who completely cut me off shorty after kicked me out eventually. Never really been accepted anywhere.. except by horny men wanting to get off too me. I’ve tried dating women and it’s always you’re just a horny guy acting like a girl to get close or something.. I’m really not I don’t personally use my penis at all I keep it locked away using it makes me sad.. I’m just tired of being alone and really wish to understand why so many reject me for my sexual reproductive organs.. sorry if doesn’t really make sense was a little upset when posting..