Good morning/evening guys and gals, i graduated from law school about 6 years ago , in my own country we don't have a bar exam yet but to get the license we go through training for the duration of 3 years whether in law offices or government or corporate jobs (recently decreased to 2 years), i worked in 2 offices for about 2.5 years before finding a job as an inside counsel in a company which lasted 2 years, after that i got a better job at a semi gov entity that lasted for a year, needless to say these last 6 years has been a struggle (sticks and bones level of struggle) during it i faced tons of setbacks whether financial, ethical, unemployment gaps, or the kind of setbacks related to job satisfaction, in the beginning i persevered through it all, had tons of passion and love for the law, and i had the believe that all this is going work out, and dreamed of setting my own flag and start my own law firm, nowadays while i wait for the license to be certified i lay down in bed restless, i have tons of things to work out to prepare for launching my practice and tons of old cases i can try, but i lost all drive i can muster, I've been burnt out to a crisp before, put through tons of pressure and had lots of some disappointments and bad experiences whether at cases or people that still haunt me, I've been telling myself years ago that the solo practice will change everything for the better and that i had to keep moving forward, now i don't know what to do, my past motives were being part of justice but we all know how gray or black justice can be, afterwards it was fear from funking up and aspiring to do better and now I'm jaded and fearless after the tons of stuff i endured, money (or greed for a fact ) wasn't a big motivator at all for me, if any of you guys been through a similar experience and had any advice on the matter I'm all ears.