i have a question for lawyers who took their bar exams once and passed.

i'm already in my last leg in law school. i have this sem and another sem left before i graduate, and as early as now, i am preparing for 2024 bar. i'm taking it slow, purely codal provisions muna, pero the more i delve into things, the more i come to realize na ... i dont know anything ????? parang i feel like i cant do it ????? parang i am doubting myself as early as now.

im not trying to be humble or anything, but i am a below than average student, and i always struggle with concepts and doctrines and whatever, and i see my classmates and ang fresh fresh nila tingnan (lol). they grasp things so quickly and i feel like i just dont get it. parang slow-learner, fast thinker type. i dont know if that makes sense. parang ang bagal ng comprehension ko, and i feel very much in doubt already. the nail to that doubt coffin is iyong recent rem rev class i was told during my recit "mr. ******, simpleng bagay na lang ito for a 4th year, and you dont know ?????" and truth be told, i just dont know talaga. im sorry kay atty, like wtf give me a break.

presently, i am putting a lot of my pressure on myself, because the bar for me should be a one time take. many circumstances are at play that i cant talk about much that disallows for a second or how many more takes.

i guess my question to those who took their bar exams once and passed is : are these feelings valid ? talaga bang nandun na ako sa point na regardless of what i feel and what i think i dont know, i just have to ... push forward ? i really need something validating.