Wife and I married 5 years. Early 30s. White guy and big booty latina girl.

She recently told me she likes bbc. She jokes about swinging and stuff a lot but I never know if shes serious.

Well we actually got into a real conversation about it the other day and she was saying we should try it and we started talking about what we like. Turns out she likes bbc.

She actually brought the conversation up btw, I know it's usually the husband that brings it up.

What's crazy is my go to porn is big booty latina girls and bbc. Iv'e actually fantasized about my wife often when watching porn but she has no idea about any of that. And I know she didn't see any browser history or anything.

It was pretty mind blowing when she told me that because here I am watching porn and I can literally have the real thing in front of me.

The idea turns me on a lot but my jealousy gets in the way. There's been times where we've made a tinder for her and when she picks out guy she's into it just seems to real and I get to Jealous.

Has anyone had this?

I feel like if my wife wants this I shouldn't deny her, I don't want to take the chance of possibly getting cheated on in the future because I'm holding her back.

Before we got married and were just dating, she'd always want to do threesomes and stuff with other guys. We never did anything, I was way more closed off to it back then, and a straight up ask never happened again since we've been married. But it seems like shes just freaky and has been wanting to do stuff like this for a long time.

I just need to get rid of my jealousy. Any thoughts?