I used to do lsd every weekend when I was 22-23. (Im 29 now)Then after many times of my gf and friends seeing me have anxiety taking it, idk I kinda just fell off. I love tripping I just don't like my heart beating fast, over the past year I've been slowly integrating mushrooms into my life again. I even want to start growing them, so the last time I did mushrooms was Halloween this year it was fantastic. Really fun night, rented cabin in Northfield, ma. good friends, listening to the echos album by pink floyd, (I really loved the haunting section) so yeah,Sometimes if I think I'm going to get anxiety I have chamomile tea or CBD., And I did Halloween night too. Anyways this weekend my gf is going to her friends house for sleepover/party. I have a friend who has a cool country home in petersham, ma, Really cool old historical town. He always has good real LSD, I want to do just one tab , but idk I'm just afraid for some reason, I used to take 3 at a time but it was in a really fun time in my life I had a great job, almost no worries but now my job sucks, I'm stressed all the time trying to make money every chance I get, I don't sleep well, I have a mysterious stomach pain that my doctors haven't been able to figure out. I just really want to get back into acid, it was one of my favorite things. I have a feeling ill be fine and the night will be fun, I just have a tiny voice in the background saying I'm going to lose it. No matter what anyone says on here I'm still tripping Saturday, I just hope it's lsd and not shrooms so I can get over this fear.. Thoughts?