I was feeling a lot of anxiety and I decided hey I'm gonna drop a tab so my brain go fun BRRR. I know, not the best reason to drop.

Background/context: When I first saw this girl walk into my global health class months ago I knew almost instantly. I never believed in stupid stuff like love at first sight, but I really realized then and there. After a while I told her that I was interested in her, but she said she wasn't emotionally available. I wasn't sure if she was just letting me down easy, but I took the benefit of the doubt. We were still good friends, but over quarantine I found myself checking in on her more and we played games together and lately have just been watching netflix with each other over the internet. Unknowingly we were both in a bad spot at the time I first expressed, but after kind of just being casual friends we found each other again when we are both in good spots mental health wise, it was like the universe was telling me it was meant to be

Back to the trip: We played TFT on league of legends and just chatting and laughing and then watched some shows. I was feeling such strong emotions and I just needed to tell her. I wanted to wait until we were in person but it was a flurry of emotions and the acid really just made me feel such raw emotions. She fell asleep but I couldn't. I just messaged her explaining how I felt and how I would respect her decision regardless and that I cherish her as a person in my life whether if thats friends or more. And to my surprise it worked out! It was such a great feeling of relief and happiness. Now we are just going to spend more time in person once I move back to that state so that we can further figure out our feelings.

I apologize that LSD wasn't the main focal point of the story, but it just made me feel so damn strongly and I knew in my heart I needed to get this off my chest. Sorry for formatting I'm on mobile. It is so interesting how this chemical made me feel emotion so strongly that it was a physical sensation. Thank you for reading!

TL;DR acid made me feel emotions at a level so pure i finally poured out my heart to my crush of several months and it worked out