my partner is snoring loudly while the waves lap softly over me, he's such a trooper. one tab a piece & he normally doesn't like taking them without other things because of the tummy ick but he definitely stuck it out. i doubt i'll be sleeping today but i just need to express how appreciative i am of finding the person i'm (more than likely) going to spend the rest of my life with (& the many lifetimes within this short span of time we'll have together whether in passing or as intimately as we are so quickly)

he's my everything. my partner, my best friend, my lover, my human. i want to continue to give him everything & more. i want him to maintain the unwavering trust & loyal bond we've created. i want to be a better, more responsible, well rounded person to be a positive & uplifting presence in his life. i want to have a home together. i want to build a life together. i want to wipe the crust out of his eyes in the morning & enjoy the sunrise & travel & collect rocks & learn bird calls & kiss each other in every country possible.

he doesn't know how much he inspires me to just get through the day a lot of the time. despite all the rest of the shit in life, we managed to find each other & give each other boundless love & encouragement. to the most kind hearted, genuine, silly human i know: i love you truly, deeply, without waiver. even when your snores sound like two hippos fighting over territory.