I took approximately 110μg of real LSD for the first time, having previously used 1P-LSD (typically at 150μg or more). I was expecting a similar potency, but this batch of real acid hit me much harder—easily surpassing my usual experiences.

The come-up was intense, with strong nausea that left me uneasy for a while. Visuals appeared early and were overwhelming: fractals covered every surface, vivid and intricate in a way that far exceeded anything I’d seen with 1S-LSD.

To distract myself, I turned to Call of Duty. This wasn’t just gaming—it became an otherworldly experience. My surroundings, including the desk and floor, merged with the game world. I felt as though I was inside the game, fully immersed in its surreal beauty.

As the visuals continued to grow, I decided to lie in bed and let the experience take over. With my eyes closed, I saw fractals, rainbows, and colors that defied explanation far beyond what I’d encountered in previous trips. These weren’t just visuals; they felt like entire worlds, completely alien yet mesmerizing.

The intensity was unmatched. This was nothing like 1S-LSD the real LSD carried a depth and vividness that was overwhelming at times but undeniably profound.

During the peak, I smoked two joints—Northern Lights and Hulkberry. While cannabis often enhances my trips, this time it pushed the experience in a new, darker direction.

Initially, the cannabis amplified the visuals, making them sharper and more dynamic. But soon, the atmosphere turned heavy. Music that had been uplifting took on a dark, almost sinister tone. I was drawn into a loop of unsettling emotions and introspection.

I began thinking about my relationship with my girlfriend, replaying mistakes I’d made and feeling consumed by regret. I realized how much I rely on her for my sense of self and how difficult it is for me to feel whole on my own. This self-reflection became overwhelming, as I grappled with feelings of dependency and identity.

I tried distracting myself by watching Rick and Morty and nature documentaries, but the emotional loop persisted. The visuals behind my closed eyes were chaotic and alien, reflecting the turmoil in my thoughts.

Finally, I turned to Pink Floyd—a band I’d seen recommended for trips but had never listened to before. This decision changed everything. Within minutes, the music shifted my mood and brought a sense of calm and clarity. I started dancing in my room, completely immersed in the visuals of my movements and the music’s flow.

After breaking free from the emotional spiral, I felt a renewed sense of control. I spent the rest of the trip playing Elden Ring and watching One Piece. The visuals began to fade, and I found peace in the simpler activities. The emotional weight of the trip lingered, but I felt stable and reflective.

Final Thoughts: This was by far the strongest and most immersive trip I’ve had, with visuals, emotions, and introspection that went beyond anything I’ve experienced on 1S-LSD. While parts of the trip were challenging, they offered valuable lessons about myself and my relationships. It was an unforgettable experience, and I’m grateful for the insights it provided.