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Like the title says, I'll be dropping 150ugs tonight and it'll be my first time. I might take 2/3 and drop 100 but I'm leaning towards 150 thinking I can handle it just fine. I've never had any psychedelic experience prior to this so I have no idea what expects me. The plan is to take it at home around 11pm (only available time for me to drop due to personal reasons) and stay up all night, watching the stars from my balcony, watching the sun rise at dawn during the peak and listening to music. I've had MDMA in the past, in the same exact setting as I've just described and it was really beautiful and peaceful. So I thought having a similar setting for this would be comforting and safe. I should also note that I smoke weed on almost a daily basis (4-5 times a week). I'm thinking of not touching weed until I properly come up. I'm gonna have a notebook to scribble some notes (maybe a timestamped trip report if i can), some board games to spend time with and a record player to listen to my favorite artists. I'm quite experienced with weed and should I lay off of it entirely or will smoking elevate it? And yes before anyone suspects that it is probably underdosed, I can assure you it is not. I'm not on any meds, used to be on 50mg zoloft but I quit some time ago due to its horrible side effects. The zoloft wasn't a long-term thing I only took it for 3 weeks 2 months ago and had to quit bc of its side effects. Also I chainsmoke tobacco daily as well and idk if nicotine is any good on lucy, does anyone have experience with this? Anyway what I'm asking yall is, is my set and setting good? Anything I can do to improve? Do you guys have any recommendations? Thanks in advance, any tips are reallly appreciated.
I'm hoping I'll return to this sub tonight with a post something along the lines of "I UNDERSTAND" or "I LOVE YOU GUYS" lol.
PS: I should also note that I'm doing well in life, feeling content with where I am and what I do and I feel like I'm in a good headspace, hence why I've decided to go forward with doing this. I have some trouble with processing grief due to a childhood family trauma and I'm thinking it could resurface and I might make peace with it. But again, I'm not going into this with the sole expectation to resolve some personal stuff, I just wanna have a good time in a good setting and if this personal stuff ever comes up, I wanna make sure I handle the thoughts and reflections just fine and maybe even take something away from the experience.
See yall tonight, stay safe and have a great day!
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