So bcuz I m (yeah) dumb I tried 2 tabs from a new strain I just ordered, never tried it before, I went with my friends to an underground rave, I almost lost it all, first the visuals were like fucking god level (the rave was in a fucking ciruis), visuals so accurate so cartoony, amazing, but I almost lost it all when I started thinking everyone is recording me and that my career is fucked, and that the people I came with are being on the spots too, and they’re now gonna be mad at me, I was going to end my life at this point, cause these people are my fam, and they did amazing job not letting do any stupid thing, but I don’t know how I can say it, I was pretty conscious about that what I seeing is actually imagination, but it did make me feel like my whole life is ending and it was so truth that I was ready for it, and I never usually have bad thoughts, I m healthy, I workout I have very easy financial life, I get all the attention I need for my sex life.. I mean I love my life, but this trip made me kinda really thinking I m loosing everything around me! Glad I didn’t fuck up the night for all of them tho! But fucking lesson learned, not doing psych in a fucking underground rave.. the visuals are insane, the way how it changed my mind tho makes it not worth it to me… I legit was in the cub, and thought that uber sold me out to cop in a cab mission or whatever organized between Police and Uber, as if it was like top secret deal between them and I got cough in there, and felt so real that this dude was a cop and he is just retaining us in that never ending road until we crack down and give all of our shits or even that I was thinking of paying him money to release us…. I can’t even express my relief.. It was all in my head, all of it, god bless my people, I d ve killed myself for literally nothing.. r, i thought my friends would never talk to me ever again, and god knows they’re my family here, I would give my life for these people I just wanted to describe the whole experience, stay safe trippers, I don’t hate LSD now, I hate that wild me that got me into that dumb idea of taking 2 tabs in a new strain, legit I used L before and it was only good trips! I do believe this one should ve been done in a safe context setting! Stay safe guys, please if you feel like getting any stupid idea just tell yourself it’s the fucking drug and it will wear off, difficult but possible, I m doing it rn Btw the tabs were like 220ug each, I thknk I guess? Lmao