Hi, so I have done lsd around 10 times but the last time was like two and a half years ago, and I enjoyed the trip alone in my bedroom which is how I trip mostly but I was very tired and depressed the morning after. (this is common for me with acid to varying degrees).

I have some tabs that I’ve had in my drawer for more than a year but I’ve been afraid to take them because I’ve always had bad mental health and recently it’s been worse so I’m afraid of how I’ll feel after the trip or my worst fear is that I’ll have a breakdown while tripping because I’d only be able to do it alone in my bedroom.

For context, I had a crush on a girl who wasn’t into me and I’m failing college so generally my mental health is not tip top at the moment, I think I may have borderline personality disorder but don’t have the money to get a diagnosis right now. So my question is whether it would be okay to take the acid to find some clarity with my mental health struggles or if it might just send me off the deep end lol