Last Christmas i took a ten-strip and it was not a good idea. don't recommend or condone it at all. It was my own fault for letting curiosity get the better of me but I survived. everything about that trip was either funny and innocent to completely horrifying. The peak begin while i was outside and i felt like i really needed to sh*t. When i was on the toilet, it felt awful, i was constipated and was seeing my wall moving and the floor spiraling. wiping my ass was hard but i completed the job, washed my hands. and continued to ride this trip out. All i could do was listen to music and watched spongebob for hours. Eventually i got bored and the nausea finally passed. so i played video games and a friend facetimed me and made the trip worse bc he decided to mess with me. After i was finally coming down from the trip i had a shitty headache for the rest of the night and finally fell asleep at 8am the next day. This Christmas, i obviously do not plan on doing a ten tabs again, but i definitely would wanna do 150-250Ug. the site and even being in the presence of acid makes me nervous and kinda afraid. but since last year things have changed. i have changed. i still have plenty of flaws, and im not actually the greatest person in the world but The trip i had made me face my insecurities and my hypocrisy was shoved down my throat, i couldn't ignore this kind of thing after the trip, it bothered me for months. I feel good about this, i feel like im able to have a good time, and not feel like i don't deserve happiness or to have a good time. Sorry if this sounds weird or silly, i don't have a lot of friends who do acid or any friends in general for that matter. but it's good to hopefully find people who get it. TLDR: i was very scared and nervous about taking acid, but life has changed for me and now i wanna trip again.