I know that it's good for some but I just wasn't ready. I did it 9 months ago, and abused mdma during a narcissistic relationships. On acid, I thought it was normal, but I had depersonalization and now, lately, I'm reliving the night of acid again. Feeling how I felt. But it's not 12 hours now, it's always. It's horrid. I'm reliving the night again and again. What basically happened that night is I started believing I was dying, bad panic attack after panic attack so I dissociated. My brain now makes symptoms up. I have something called psychosomatic pain. So if I believe it's real, it's real and I start getting symptoms that hurt my body. The other day I was on my bed my mum and dad were just like do you want us to call someone. The only time I don't experience it is when I drink. :/

I just wasn't ready and didn't even know what acid was before I took it. I just felt like I has to due to him to impress him. I was so dumb and regret it. I wasn't mentally prepared for 4 tabs.