So it was me, M, A, and my girlfriend who is also Ms sister. We’re at Ms house. Before I even get into it I was not in the right headspace I knew I shouldn’t have taken that much, it was dumb.

So we’re at Ms house and were smoking a bunch of weed before this trip even happens. We decide to go on a walk at first and we take the tabs outside at like 9:30

We’re walking around for a while we walk to this park with a pond and we sit out there until it starts to hit before we walk to a park that’s closer to Ms house. I’m getting pretty heavy visuals already, things look like a painting, getting wavy that sorta thing. But I notice this hum in head like a buzz and I know it means I’m about to take off. At the park I started to feel a little overwhelmed because I was trying to juggle hanging out with my friends and my girl and it was a little stressful but nothing worrisome. We all decide to head home and this is where it actually starts

So on the way home A throws up, which I had never seen anyone throw up off of acid before which immediately put me in panic mode and I thought he was overdosing. Which needless to say not a good feeling when you think your buddy is about to die on the same drug that you’re on. The way his body moved just seemed so animated and floppy like a ragdoll almost. But he’s okay and I calm down. We get inside and things get a little hectic which is where I think my bad trip started. So we go into Ms room and then A is tripping out and we have to calm him down so we don’t get caught. We do that and I’m overwhelmed at this point so I go into my girls room and we start to cuddle

Here’s where I lose track of time and the way everything went but I’ll do my best. We were watching friends and I think I fell asleep for a bit. I just remember suddenly being there and not knowing why, this also could have just been ego death. I remember feeling like a gorrila holding on to my girlfriend I felt like she didn’t want to be there and I was a burden on her. Now she was asleep so there was literally no reason for me to think that. I also felt like I was standing up which was weird cuz I was laying down. Friends was on the Tv with the scene with the gold watch and it like turned into a snake and it was really cool. My visuals weren’t really even a thing to me, I had heavy visuals but I just wasn’t comprehending them really. The way the characters moved and did stuff seemed really demonic. It was only 11 at this point and I was losing it slowly every second.

I got this weird visual where I like only saw red, other colors were there but red popped out and I immediately thought it was me dying because like blood or wtvr idk. My girlfriend woke up and started talking to me saying I’m not dying and I’m okay and all that. And this is hard to put into words but I felt like in reality I was somewhere on the road dying, and I was just hallucinating being in my girlfriends room. I thought that a paramedic was talking to me through my girlfriend’s body. I started to hear my mom and my grandma yelling for me.

Now I start lose consciousness here, so I’m teleporting around and don’t remember a lot

So I definitely ego deathed, the people on the show were just split up parts of me and it seemed like they were trying to teach me something. I was in this endless cycle of me dying, it was hell for a while. I saw my girlfriend grow old with me while we were lying in bed and everything else faded out. And then I had this realization that I just wanted to die but in that moment I really didn’t want to but it felt like I had made a mistake earlier in the night and now it’s too late, I’m already gonna die. There was this one point where I had died then my girlfriend had died and then it was like up to fate because for some reason one of had to die. And then I was in this sea of what I thought was the ocean but I realize now it was a womb, I felt my ambilicle cord get cut and then I was in this tunnel of light which was me being like reborn except I thought I was a dragon for some reason so I kept trying to extend my wings and like shout, like from Skyrim lol. There was always this feeling of like you fucked up and now there’s no going back and you’re going to die. I had scenes of me being stabbed with rebar and my parents finding out I had died.

With the shouting it unfortunately wasn’t in my head so I had woken up my girlfriend’s parents who called the paramedics. I remember being respectful to the paramedics because I knew they were just doing their jobs and I was complacent. (Note I only remember sections of this, it seemed like I was teleporting places) in the ambulance I felt like i had just been born, or that I had just given birth (I’m a dude) it also felt like that one surgeon simulator level. I woke up in the hospital perfectly fine, they probably gave me some benzos or other trip killing thing idk I had an iv in.

So yeah, I should not have done that, I knew it was stupid and did it anyways I wish I could have taken less but I’m not gonna dwell on the past. I was 16 when this happened btw. Long story I’m sorry but it’s my first trip that’s actually Reddit worthy lol I definitely won’t be taking that much again and I think I did get what I wanted out of it