So about 2 years ago I tried lsd for the first time. ( I haven’t touched it since. )

I was having intense thought loops or I think that’s what it was.

I would be doing something or saying something then 30 seconds later the exact same thing would happen in that sequence.

I would watch music videos, tiktok, play gta and it freaked me out so much because I was psyching myself out thinking “ I’ve seen this before, I’ve heard this before, why is it so coincidental.

No bad visuals happened luckily but this feeling of intense sadness and anxiety came over me and I was basically in this state for 5 hrs. It was terrifying.

I am not in the position now to try lsd again but if this happens the first time I’ve ever done it, would it happen with something like shrooms?

It may also not have helped that at the start of the trip my other friend said he was “ doing the devils homework “ whilst looking through the compartment in the lounge at random shit.

My friend also had a pet goat ( that was psycho ) and they let the goat INSIDE OF THE HOUSE.

It was so chaotic and my friend was screaming and talking back to this random thing ( that wasn’t even there ) so bad we had to give him 3 Xanax to calm him down.

Then I was stressing that he would overdose and all this other shit like the goat in the house, him saying shit about the devils homework.

Maybe that set the wrong vibe. But I’ve been super deterred ever since.

I also can’t really take strong visualising drugs as I have schizoaffective disorder either from my chronic depression or bipolar that led to psychosis this March. ( I am doing much better now )