God, it's been only 2:30h since i dropped💀 How am i gonna bare hours of this

I just feel like a disappointment, maybe cause i am a disappointment in life and I've been completely running from facing it and might completely does everything to block it, to the point that i will fall sleep for 2h at middle of day around 2-4pm, since that's the time the feeling usually gets intensified naturally.

I wanna convince myself I'm having a bad trip cause i used NAC yesterday n should've waited longer, but I'm not even sure if that's the real reason for the bad trip or simply my own fears

Edit: 3min n already an edit, I'm just talking to myself atp, nobody is gonna read this, but my head feels super warm, although I'm drinking water but damn it's a whole headache, not normal at all

Edit2: i got the psychological bad trip part, but the damn headache still feels so real tbh, can i take a paracetamol for it now or later? 🗿

Edit3: ok I'm going for a walk in nature for an hour, no internet nothing 🙏

Edit4: no walk but wtf is this headache, i can literally feel my receptors being on fire and burning💀, wtf help

Edit5: mostly good, 6h n a new wave just came, bro why is acid so long, it's actually exhausting