Hello my lovely friends, I wanted to share my experience with 1S-LSD. I’m in my thirties, living on my own, with a regular office job.

The Call to Adventure

I’ve always admired explorers and the exploration of new grounds—the battle with the anxiety of leaving the known behind and seeing beyond the comfort zone, both in reality and in a spiritual sense. Like a sailor just leaving the bay, saying goodbye to loved ones and heading south. I’ve smoked weed and drank alcohol on rare occasions, but aside from the excessive consumption, I didn’t like it much. A beer sometimes to ease the mind in the sun was kinda relaxing.

The Setting

I bought LSD because a friend of mine was telling me about his trip, and it sounded nice. So, to make it short, I bought it as well and wanted to try it in a beautiful natural setting. The place I chose has a unique landscape—a vast desert of rolling dunes that stretches toward a serene shore where the sand meets the water. The contrast between the arid desert and the refreshing ocean made it the perfect backdrop for what I hoped would be a memorable experience. It kinda reminded me of the book Dune.

The First Step

I started consuming the drug at 11 o’clock. I played chess with my friend and didn’t notice any real changes for about an hour. But I felt light-headed while playing, and my jaw felt like it was under light anesthesia.

Entering the Unknown

We decided to go for a walk into the dunes. It was 1 1/2 hours after the intake that it started to kick in. I could see the moon in the daylight sky, round and clear. The horizon was sharper than ever before. I had super vision. I felt amazing. But not only did my vision feel otherworldly; I felt it with all my senses. I touched the sand and dug my hand as deep as I could into the dune. I dropped into the dune and felt a tingling sensation all over my body. An amazing feeling. I made some sand angels and headed further south to the shore.

Loss of Relations

While heading to the shore, we passed by some small poles that separated the walking area. They weren’t higher than 1 meter, but I saw them as giant as trees, and I felt really small beside them. I felt like a small ant in a sand playground that needed to pass the big obstacles. Slowly losing my mind, we arrived at the shore.

The Kid in Me

At the shore, I saw everything all at once. The waves formed smaller waves. The waves carried big and small stones that collided with the standing stones. Everything made sense. “Existence is one big wave that, once started, wanders around until it collides with something. A big chain of reactions. And we can sense the waves, and it resonates in our body, so we react by ourselves and create the next wave. We are one puzzle piece in the chain reaction. We are one with existence.”

Well, besides those thoughts, we played at the shore, and my friend wanted to build a wall so we could collect the water a little bit, so we could lay in it with our eyes sticking out. We played like kids; everything was exciting and new. I slowly lost the borders that society gives us and just lay there on the shore, in the water, with all my clothes on, and closed my eyes to feel the water and everything around me. I didn’t care about the people walking by, seeing me like a lunatic playing in the water. After a while, we decided to move back through the dunes to get something to eat.

The Cosmic Energy

On the way back, I felt that the constructs of society and everything that I knew had just melted away, and the only thing left of me was my self and the very moment I was living in. It felt like music, with highs and lows, playing around a note that somehow could never be found. And somehow, I went really near it and was almost touching it. Even the slightest attempt to describe it made it disappear. “Words can only describe the past.” I watched the dunes. They were pulsing like an organism, and I could not fathom what I saw. It was the best feeling I had ever had, and I felt that the only thing left was to close my eyes and stop existing for a moment. A slight touch of death—the one unifier of all living beings.

My Path

I wanted to live a little longer. I decided that I wanted to eat something, so I headed home. Guided by an indescribable self-confidence, I felt unstoppable—not because I felt invincible, but because I felt that going “my way” will always be the right way. How should anyone else know what my true desire and path are, except me?

The Return

Walking barefoot back, we finally came home. My good friend decided to make us something to eat, and we had some “free time” to enjoy the trip. We headed straight back to the dunes and gazed into the sand. It felt like a superpower. We could concentrate on good and bad thoughts. We could watch the people, or we could just watch the wind carrying the sand. We could decide which emotion we wanted to feel and what object would be our center of attention. Everything was available, and so it always has been. We laughed, we drew in the sand, but for the most part, we enjoyed just existing and seeing the beauty of nature. Like a scuba diver watching the oxygen left, I watched the time of our excursion, so we returned in time for lunch.

The Final Breath

To keep the long story short, this was 4 hours of the trip, and it lasted well above 11 hours. In the end, I took 2 hours for myself and walked through the desert to meditate and enjoy the last breaths of this wonderful experience without polluting it with explanations or distractions. Lovely days to all of you. Enjoy your time on Earth in your monkey suits. We’re all running on limited oxygen. 🤿