hey yall, I moved out this month. I'm 18, I live alone for the first time ever, I finished high school a few months ago and now I have a job and I'm starting another school in September. Essentially, my entire life has changed and I have a lot of existential type thoughts about being an adult and that kind of stuff.

I'm not completely new to acid, I've taken it three times before, and each time I was able to keep myself from spiraling too far, I've never had any 'lasting damage' after tripping.

Anyway, I have a bunch of acid that I bought a bit ago and was wondering what would be a good time to take it. My thought process was that since I'm in like such a new stave of life it might be interesting idk. Should I take it after I start my new school? Before I start my new school? Before my mom comes to visit me? After she visits me? I have no clue, but I really wanna have like lasting good effects from it. People always saying they get like these life changing revelations on acid, and I really want that but it hasn't happened to me yet.