In the absence of something far more rewarding than acid in my life, I find myself waiting for a full LSD tolerance reset so I can trip again and escape reality for a day. I often don't have much interesting going on in my life due to depression and untreated ADHD. As a result, I'm predisposed to high-dopamine activities such as substances, doomscrolling, porn, excessive music, etc.

It's obviously bad because tripping often would probably cause serious HPPD and exacerbate my existing mental health issues. On my last trip, I got some insights on suicide, like "I should be allowed to be euthanized peacefully without any questions if I don't prefer existence for whatever reasons."

No wonder set is so important while tripping. I'm quite depressed while sober and think about suicide often, so tripping enhances these thoughts for me. The great thing about LSD is that if you're starting to abuse it, you'll most likely be confronted with this fact while tripping, and you might even get insights to never take acid again (which I did). You can either integrate this or continue abusing it due to boredom and other underlying reasons that further LSD trips alone won't address.

Recreational users might like to disagree but developing a psychological addiction on LSD is very easy, especially when you have nothing much to do.