Long story short my thought loop kept with me wondering what happened before the big bang, then wondering what created the "nothing" before the big bang, only to conclude that nothing was first and wondering what made that nothing over and over in a cycle.

Even after recovering from the initial thought loop about 5-6 hours later I still felt curious about the nature of reality and the existence of life and the universe as a whole not just the following hours but days.

I intend to trip again two weeks following the prior dose, last time I took about 150ug (the person I got it from said it was 200ug per tab and I took 1.5 tabs but I hear the typical tab dose is 100ug so I'm going with that estimate), I intend to take 100-150ug my next trip.

I seek the answer to what made existence of anything possible. The fact that matter, light, the universe, life, and souls came from a single point in time where matter just started to expand. I saw faces, I saw new colors, and I saw new dimensions, I must find out more. I must find out the truth.