It was a long time since I tripped and I’m thinking about doing it soon, it’s just that I’m a little scared of becoming paranoid. The last trips I’ve been a little on edge, I keep thinking about if someone would come and visit or enter my house while tripping, even if I’m home alone at night. Sometimes I listen to music, keeping it at an extremely low volume just because I’m worrying about stupid things like hearing if someone’s at the door. It’s just lots of those small things, I find it hard to just let go and enjoy the trip.

I usually trip at home during hours when I know that I won’t get a call or someone visiting, and I only leave the house if I’m in a good mood after the peak, so I know I’m just worrying without any reason. I always have a hard time getting rid of those thoughts, what could I do to get a calmer trip without worrying so much?