Overall, I’m a pretty anxious person and I know that’s like probably a reason I should avoid LSD but like that’s not what I’m here to hear so please just don’t. Yesterday I tripped on LSD for the 5th time and idk what happened recently. I’ve taken shrooms 2 times before LSD and never again cause I just don’t see the point when lsd exists. I’ve tripped alone, with my friend, and now with my girlfriend and the first 3 times were great for the most part, just underwhelming. I waited a few months and did it again about a month ago alone, pretty bad set and setting but in the beginning of the trip I had the worst come up ever and like got so anxious and was puking and everything. It felt like a waking nightmare, a few hours in my girlfriend came over and I calmed down almost instantly and had a great trip afterwards, still felt like the times before. Last night with a new batch I got ahold of, me and my girlfriend both took 1 tab (110ug and I’m pretty certain on the potency because this trip was nothing like my others) It was instantly more intense and I felt way less in control of my own thoughts, we chilled on the couch and played It Takes Two and honestly it was pretty good but as I was coming up the game was too hard to like handle I guess I was so trapped in my thoughts and the game and like idk I was just constantly thinking about a bad trip so obviously it was bad, I had nothing but bad trip thoughts because I just get so worried about having a bad trip after last time, it felt like a huge hump or like burp I had to get over to enjoy the rest of my trip and after that I had like 10 hours of awesome visuals and insight and everything it was actually the best trip I’ve ever had. I just love that 10 hours so much but the first 2 suck so bad. How do I get over this?