i really love drugs and know that LSD, mushrooms and other pyschs can be amazing, however i’m terrified to try them. Acid was the first drug i did after weed and alcohol. i had no idea what to expect and took around 1.5 tabs with my 2 friends. i had just turned 17.

we all went home and i started tripping in my room alone. i had school the next day i really wish i did more research into acid. i remember on the comeup everything in my room started melting around me and objects would start duplicating or melting into eachother. it was terrifying

i remember throwing up and forgetting who i was and what acid was. i remember my thoughts turning to mush in my head i couldn’t think straight i was so confused it was rly scary. i had a thought loop for what seemed like ages of a 3 second loop over and over again it was just my mind turning to mush.

around a month ago, i thought i was ready for an acid trip and i was kinda exited as me and my friends all planned to candyflip. we all bought the acid and mdma however at the last second before i took the acid i got flashbacks to the trip where objects were melting and duplicating all over my room. it’s like being in a different dimension where everything was 2D instead of 3D. i pussied out and didn’t take it ofc.

i’ve done so many different drugs since and enjoyed every single one of them. it really sucks bc ik acid would be so cool if i could enjoy it properly but i just can’t. anyone know what i can do?