I was just Kind of sitting on my patio thinking about life. There are countless examples of utter cruelty found throughout history and yet just as many moments of peace and forgiveness or random acts of kindness. I find the stark contrast between these two things to be incredibly odd.

We wouldn’t learn without the pain yet sometimes it might tear us apart as we try to understand it and move forwards. I guess im just baffled by the nature of the world. I feel like there are no right or wrong moves because ultimately, does it really make a difference?

A pittbull might maliciously lash out at anything it sees but it is merely a byproduct of its environment, it isn’t right or wrong for doing those things. It just is doing what makes sense to it. Just as a traumatized individual might return to their abuser after going through unbearable torment. Its all they know and they wish to return to what is familiar. Obviously any rational individual would know that unruly pitbulls will cause problems in its environment and returning to ones abuser is only going to spell more trauma for that individual, but yet they will continue to act as they see fit until someone helps them see the error of their ways.

I apologize if this is like unfitting for this sub im not even tripping im just high but ive been in an odd mood all day. I feel like nothing matters unless you allow it to be important to you.