I’ve been on this for a while.

I was in a great setting took the lowest dose in my life, I was sleep deprived for 3 days which was maybe a red flag. I had no anxitey going into it.

It hits sooner probably within 20-25 minutes. I can assure you it was real tested lsd. It’s never hit me that quick before. How 35 min have passed id say and the trip feels like the best one of my life so strong and it feels extremely different from any other trip. It felt like some higher power.

But then suddenly I look away from the tv out of no where I mean suddenly it puts me in a catatonic headspace or something. I could see shit but in such a scary way it made me convince myself I went crazy cuz I could no longer form thoughts and even me as an experienced tripper has never had this experince. I basicly went brain dead in a matter of seconds forgetting anything and everything. Don’t take it lightly when I said the terror I felt. I’ve never felt more trapped and alone again in that moment I was convinced I’m this way brain dead forever.

What convinced me of my delusions was that the way it suddenly made my headspace and the visuals and auditory felt nothing like acid. In that state of mind I could not make sense I was a blank ghost that was just aware enough to know that I had gone this way permanently. I would not be able to type this paragraph at all. I felt so out of my mind and body it felt like a disease or glitch in my mind. I was stupid I forgot for the first time how to speak both of my languages while being aware of it. I was brain dead it was the most scariest halleugenic experince.

Something convinces me this was some type of extreme dissociation. When I tell you I could not comprehend anything I couldent. I mean you can’t even comprehend it before it happens.

I made someone take me to hospital they talked for me I could not. Piss test in the washroom it was overflowing for 20 whole seconds before I recognized it overflowing yeah that’s how bad it was.

The nurses eventually in hours brought me back my thoughts came back something I felt impossible in that state of mind. Idk what would happen if I stayed at home which I never would it felt so tragic the fact I lost my mind and am now this way for life. Like you can’t even imagine how grateful I felt of my mind. And for some reason throughout the whole trip I kept hearing some clock or light switch very fast flicker from home to the hospital. What I had was a break from reality I completely went dumb.

Just overall don’t be sleep deprived and still be careful. I’m not even predisposed to anything even then people yet find it hard to believe sometimes stuff like this can happen. I promise you this was not a generic bad trip that happens. Those trips can be controlled after hours. This trip just left me completely mentally handicapped for the whole trip. I mean maybe even psychically a bit I never knew to move my arm up down basic shit like that was hard but I still could move it up and down .