Greetings guys,

I'll keep it as short as possible, basically I did 1P LSD maybe 7-8 times in the last few years, and I almost always smoked weed with it, had bad and good moments, but always could embrace the moment and kept going forward and it was more or less always a pleasent experience. However last time when I did it i took 2 tabs (second time I do 2 tabs), it was obviously way stronger, and on top of that i took some weed that I guess really fucked me up.

Basically trip started as it usually does, i was there with my 2 friends and for the first hour everything was goin smooth, we played some DOTSM and we enjoyed the time, however at just one random point after that first hour I sank very deep in my thinking and basically started spiraling and couldnt stop the thinking, which is usually not a problem but this time it was SO INTENSE that i started screaming and went to another room and laid on the bed there, i was shrinking and i had issues breathing, i legit thought i was going to become mentally disabled, like my nrain was getting cut of bit by bit and im done, i screamed that they stop the music so i could collect my thoughts , so maybe after 20 minutes i calmed myself a bit and i went to the living room , it was a bit better but still very horrfying. Long story short for the next 13 HOURS I had constant panic attacks, i couldnt eat couldnt drink i was just trying to survive lol..

I took the tabs at 2 pm and i finally was able to sleep at 6 am. Day after that i felt so fucking destoryed, i could barely eat and i was just sleeping trying to rest..

After that for the next maybe 2 months I had troubles faling alseep and sometimes even nightmares that would wake me up and then i couldnt sleep for the hour or two.

The biggest issue is the ever present uneasiness that i have often. This background anxiety that is in background and that is just very annoying to live with, especially happens when i think about that day, for example now when im typing about this i have this tense feeling in my body.

Did anyone else experience something like this? Does it ever end? Any advices are welcome

EDIT: To further expand on my feeling. I just feel uneasy, a little bit harder to breathe, i think about how im just a shell, meat machine that my brain is controlling, which I always knew obviously, but after ive seen some things on the trip its making me scared.