For the record, 400ug / 4 tabs is my normal comfortable dose. I went up to 6 in the past. So this isn't a new big scary thing for me. I had a 4 month break from LSD so my tolerance should be nice and fresh, though I do partake in DMT on a weekly basis. I do not take codeine other than once every couple months for emotional regulation or pain relief.

I suffer from circumstance-induced consumatory anhedonia, which means I don't really lack motivation but I do not feel happy or good or satisfied when I do accomplish things. Although my circumstances are better now, I still do not feel back to normal.

From what I read this type of anhedonia is about the endorphin system rather than the dopamine system. I noticed that on DXM, at the later stages of it where the robo-itch set in, I was able to feel meaning, salience and euphoria. It was profound and therapeutic even though I do not react well to NMDA antagonism.

I was hoping that with a small dose of an opioid to give me a bit of what I'm missing perhaps my brain could be rewired a bit in a more long lasting way.

However, this isn't something I want to do if it lessens my trip or makes me much dumber during the trip. I'll usually smoke a bit of hash or weed on the comedown but would hate to eat an edible ok the comeup. I like the increased mental clarity on LSD, that's why I take it.

My plans for the trip are: get married to my partner in stardew valley, get binoculars and look around on the roof top, eat exotic fruit. Then do whatever whims the acid tells me to get up to.