I joined a new gym a few months ago and damn did I feel a rush when I first saw him. He looks like a complete badboi but he's just so fucking hot lol.

I'm pretty sure he's as straight as one could be - watches UFC, has NBA merch, dedicated asf at the gym. (This might be a little prejudiced. Sorry for generalizing, but it's almost always true)

I've had small talks and exchanged smiles with pretty much everyone at the gym, but I haven't had the guts to even look him directy in the eye and pass a smile. That's just how it is, I'm a shy guy. The two of us have never talked or exchanged nods/smiles. Just occasional eye contacts and that's it.

There are other good looking people at the gym too, but I can't help finding him so appealing, it's starting to hurt me now. There's no endgame I have in mind. Idk what I want, I just...probably need his attention lol.

TLDR: I have a straight out crush at one of the guys at the gym, but he's as straight as my crush on him is, and it's starting to hurt that I can never possibly have him...

EDIT 1: Come on, people. Give me SOME hope, at least? 😭

EDIT 2: I can't bring myself to talk to him. I suck at initiating conversations. Any advice?