i’m getting married in a few months and with all my heart i can say nothing turns me on more than a woman, especially my fiancé.

we’ve been having a dry spell for a while now and in that dry spell i found out about Reddit’s black box. one thing lead to another and i found myself snapchatting and sexting other guys and even found out i’m a switch; i’m dominant with a woman and submissive asf with a guy.

i haven’t explored anything other than online and even snapped a few Egyptians that wanted to meet but couldn’t bring myself to do it.

i since then deleted my alt Reddit account but i can’t get over the fact that i feel like i want to try out being in bed with a guy. i try as much as i can to keep these thoughts away since they’re not dominant but i’m afraid if i dig deep into this, they’ll take over.