Hey I don’t know where else to put and let all of this out but I think my LDR gf cheated on me and blocked me. This all happened just an hour ago and I don’t know what to do since this is the second time this happen (since the end of January). She blocked me in January because she was mentally unstable and because of “tragic events” (that idk are true or not) she blocked me on everything (except iMessage) for no reason but I was dumb enough to try and message her somehow but then as soon as I stopped trying after like 2 months of begging her to come back she all of a sudden wanted me to take her back and since this was my first EVER relationship I took her back. Everything felt normal we started talking like more, we’d call, send eachother TikTok’s and send each other lovely paragraphs and then out of no where a “tragic event” happened and she was all bummed out had no energy. There was clues plain in site (IG notes) telling me she was messing with another dude but she kept telling me it was about me but those days were dry and no as talkative. Then she back super dry this week and didn’t answer me as quick and I was told she was going to a friends house but I’m reality it was the other dudes house where her, 2 of her female friends and multiple other dudes were there. They all just smoked and drank while they were hanging out, idk if she did or not but I know the other were. What makes it worse is that she is a sweet girl but the people she hangs out with are like wanna be thugs, posting guns on ig, tryna rap those types of wanna be thugs. And now I’m blocked on everything after I sent her a message saying that she normally doesn’t answer me unless something’s wrong or she did something wrong and guess what? Me and MY SISTER got blocked on everything FOR THE SECOND TIME. I gave her another chance and she ruined it so I’m done with her but it hurts so bad knowing that she probably knew what she was doing and she was just keeping me around. I guess I’m done with LDR now I feel like it’s better if I find someone close that I can actually be with since LDR is too much mentally and I don’t want to trust someone that lives to far after this happened.